i miss you . rip

today went to sch for maths remedial . last day of ALL-remedials . so happy (: hehe . this wk everyday go sch . sian diao lors . lols . and wth jus now i fell dwn while running . damn dao mei . lols . and i hurt my palm and knee ! so pain ): the stupid left palm always hurt . last time is scalded . and wth still same spot . ARGH . den my knee damn pain . vry hard to walk . sob tml stil got red cross . sat STILL got red cross . dno how i do everything . sians ai . vry unlucky sia . hahas . and went to jr 's hse watch stay alive with mel bel nick wc . everybody tc ((:

hihi . gng to talk abt the outing ytd nite . hahas . ytd was quite a fun night . nick got 4 free tickets to kdf charity concert . den he called me mel n wc go . think is because mommy n strudda they all cnt go den he called us de barhs . lols . den firstly , me mel wc met at cp and took mrt to suntec there . suntec city damn big until my leg gna break from walkin . den cha yi dia trip ): coz mel say she leg pain den i exchanged with her . her shoes really got serious prob . den they laugh until . den i walk walk den suddenly a person's arm hit my head . den so embarrasin >.< think the person cnt see me . sobs lols . den we ate dinner quite long . so too rush lers . stil must go fort canning green lehs . from suntec . wa seh . rush , took taxi . den they keep call uncle don add extra $3 cuz is peak hour . den wc say throw me out whether can cheaper . lols . den is on the grass . i mean open air . den we sat dwn on the grass . den LALALA ~ lols . den those singers came out . got lucify , SOUL , milubing , yuan wei jue xing , sam lee , milk and energy . den soul really great (: hehe . den milubing also quite cute . lucify sing until my ear like gna fly out ? whole place so noisy until vibrating . lols . den yue wei jue xing got one boy quite cute lehs . but dno wats his name . lols . den SAMLEE the voice damn gd can . his real live voice really vry gd . hahas . his songs quite nice too . den milk and energy they all sang and dance . but haven watch finish energy jiu go lers . coz already like 10 smth lers . den we walk all the way from fort canning green to city hall mrt . so tiring . den we keep walk wrong way like idiots . finally , we reached hme . hahas . abt 12 barhs , had a fun day . thks nick (: for the tickets .

ai . tdy have red cross training . vry tired , pissed ? hmms , nt say pissed barhs . jus don like the way they keep comparing us with sec1s . keep say they will overtake us someday . eu think we wan mehs ? i mean they keep ask us wat we want . but the prob there's nth we want . jus organise it the way eu all want . i think that would be better . dn need ask us whether we like wat barhs . okay thats wat i think ba . and i did not say i don wan play this or play that . i jus hope the whole squad can unite ? ai nvm , jus let the sec 1s take over lors. fan zheng we so lan . they would become better seniors marhs . then , let them be lors . they become lers i also cnt do anything right ? wan me go on riot mehs . dots . im lame , but i also wan be enthu wat . but so many pumpings i cnt tahan lors. okay maybe to eu all is not ALOT . but to me is yes . i not vry strong one lors . im weak . weak . den after pumpings stil wan enthu marhs ? i don think i can . den i did my very best to shout timings all that . but eu all still nvr hear . okay im weak again . i did shout and eu all keep say we no timing . when doing drills so tired how to shout loud loud ? i cnt . den why sec 1s can have so many fun activities den we cnt ? why cnt we play with them ? i don understand why some ppl jus don wan communicate with sec 1s . i don think that conflicts cnt be resolved . sec 1s quite good wat . nth wrong with them lors . jus be happy family cnt marhs ? ai nvm don say lers . everybody tc ((: we'll jus meet up one day lors , den say everything and try to solve the problem . hahas .